One of those

Monday November 21, 2005 - 1:07AM EDT

days, nights where I can't focus on anything and I dart back and forth between extreme frustration, hopelessness, euphoria and confusion. Been reading a book about human intelligence. Taking notes at the same time. After I finish it I am going to read more abot the brain, particularly the neocortex. Also I need to learn about how the ear works. Then I need to learn how current methods of electronic sound processining works. Also need to learn about sound itself.

I can't focus, I can't sleep. I can do nothing constructive. I hate this shit.