It's Official

Wednesday September 15, 2004 - 8:10AM EDT

It's official, I hate my job. What seemed so promising, what seemed like a real opportunity has become another symbol of what a mess corporate america is. I haven't hated all my jobs, just the last two I have had. Maybe in the ones before I just didn't know and was willing to tolerate more. I wake up every morning now with that dread feeling of going into work. I count the seconds of each day and watch every minute become a total waste as I stare into space. I am falling behind in websites and becasue work usurps so much time of the day one rarely has time to do anything else but eat and sleep(occassionally). I refuse to let my spirit be crushed by some company so that I can make some CEO rich. This job makes me feel physically ill, I want to show just how much I hate this job by leaving a puddle of vomit in the middle of the floor when I leave. I am looking for the exit, if I can't find it I'll just have to punch a hole in the wall. Am I impatient? NO! I am driven, you think the man who founded the company took bullshit from people, probably not. I am not about to take it myself.