I wish

Monday September 5, 2005 - 3:54PM EDT

I could get rid of my constant nervousness. There are very few occasions when I am calm. I get so much more done and am so much more level headed when I am calm but I am almost never calm. There is always this constant taughtness in my mood, I don't like it but never been able to get rid of it. It only disappears for split seconds every once in a while.