Maybe I just need

Tuesday August 30, 2005 - 1:03PM EDT

To give up. I'm not good at this, I freaking suck at it. Just pack it in and resign yourself to a life chained to THE MAN's desk. Here I am sitting home various music in the background working on my Powerbook designing websites. Sounds good? Nope. Because I suck. I am way too unorganized to get anything done in a timely manner. No, it isn't even that I am unorganized, I just have no discipline to handle working myself doing freelance stuff. How long have I been doing this stuff? Too long to still be sucking at it so much.