I try

Wednesday August 24, 2005 - 11:03PM EDT

To cook at least 3 times week, so I don't eat out so much. Usually I cook less than I want to. Mainly because I am lazy and suck at cooking. I just put some tilapia filet to marinade overnight for tommorow. All I need to do is pop it in the oven and toss some rice in the cooker for a meal. It is four filets so it should last a few meals. Occasionaly I'll pull a decent meal out of thin air, but rarely. My cooking sucks.

Getting colder. The nights have become quite cool with the days still very toasty. The cold brings contentious feelings. I straddle complete calm and nauseating anxiety. My body can't make a decision on what to feel.