Can't Sleep

Tuesday June 21, 2005 - 4:37AM EDT

I'm hovering between a feeling of calm and distress. I can't sleep. Been tossing and turning all night. I'm not nearly as agitated as I was during the day. I'm just restless. I know I have to go to work tomorrow and waste a bunch of time sitting in a chair doing nothing. But I have other things I need to do. Sitting in that chair all day crushes my motivation so that by the time I get home it is struggle to do anything sometimes. Yesterday was one of those days. I definately have things I need to do. I'm glad that I'll be finished at this place on Friday.