Still Sunday Afternoon

Sunday June 19, 2005 - 8:02PM EDT

Still Sunday afternoon. The TV went off hours ago and the iTunes playlist is playing quietly in the background. I've cleaned up my room and most things in the house are in order. I've set out the website things I have to work on but I have no motivation at the moment. I was just sitting at the window sill, the fan is on, blanking staring outside at nothing. Not sure what to do with myself. Thought I should maybe go to Borders and get the new 2600. This is my last week of work before Venezuela and I have a few things to finish with side work before I leave. I should be able to get them done. I'll be taking a laptop with me anyway. Saw Batman Begins yesterday. Normally I'd go to the movies now but I don't feel like it. I'm hungry but don't feel like eating. I've slept too much today already. I just ate some bad frozen pasta. Ehh, it wasn't that bad. I wasn't that good either. Fairly neutral I guess you could say. I just ate some neutral pasta.

What do I do? I'm sort of tired but I don't want to sleep at 7:45pm. I'm not hungry anymore. I have no focus or motivation to work on websites right now. I should be drinking but I don't have the stomach for that. I need to turn on the TV again. Hear people's voices. Ok it is on. King of the Hill is on. Fan in the window is still on in the background. The Simpsons are about to come on. Every few minutes I get this searing sensation in my stomach. I'm going to concentrate on The Simpsons now.