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Tuesday May 10, 2005 - 3:52AM EDT

Anyone would, but it will be a simple task for me to make the blog accesible from cell phone web browsers. I'll do it just for... what the fuck is this what my life is? Upgrading my got damn blogging software. Got damn that is the definition of loser. Holy shit what I am doing with myself!?! Upgrading blogging software and going to movies. That is it. I am so pathetic shoot me in the head. But I say this everyday and yet nothing changes I just do the same thing and any attempts to alter that fail and wind up sucking ass. Right now I am trying to think about what I will do to change things up tomorrow. Nothing. What can I do? I go to work for first 8 hours then after that what? Come home jump rope, perform various housekeeping task, work on software, go to gym, shower, eat, work on software some more, blog, then sleep. Weekend is much the same except replace going to work with working on software and going to movies. I got to get a girlfriend or something. It is unhealthy for someone my age to spend all this time alone working on software. I become warped and megolomaniacal (more so than usual). Although I don't dread facing the day anymore or even the repetitive grind it is the futility of any attempts to enrich my life with something other than software and studying that angrys up my blood(or sucks the life out of me, either way it is tautological in my opinion). Fuck you Joe-bu.