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Saturday April 9, 2005 - 1:47AM EDT

I got this thing about pain and blandness. Sometimes I like it. The blandness of everything around me mixed with physical pain. Not masochistic type physical pain, but maybe I was injured playing sports or I cut myself working on the car or the computer. Drinking water and eating oatmeal in a quiet room where all I hear is the incessant whirring of my computer's cooling fan, maybe I twisted my ankle earlier or have a bad cut on my finger. I like it. I don't like it like I like movies or women. I like it because there is no thinking involved, I just shut out everything and there is nothing. Its fun you should try it.