Up and Down

Thursday January 6, 2005 - 9:11PM EDT

Just about to give my QA testers information to test out Linkzu and the distribution scripts. (ha! like I have QA testers or some kind of procedure, it is just a couple of dudes fucking around with the software). I am so up and down with this project. One second I think it will be great another second I think it will be a terrible failure. Fuck... I have to start paying school loans back by the 15th. There it is, I just got an intense feeling of calm (is that some type of oxymoron or something). OK, my next steps are polishing the software distribution scripts and integrating them into the rest of the website (2 weeks). At the same time that is going on I will need to take care of administrative tasks of trademarking and payment setups. Also continue to refine and enhance (I sound like a goddamn corporate bullshitter) the marketing plan and business plan. I just need to figure out what to do to maximize workflow tonight. I think I will revise the business plan and maybe work on the marketing plan more.

On a side note I was thinking about how humans need to abstract their own thought into language to communicate with other people and even themselves. It got me thinking about Frued with the glacier respresenting the coinscious and subcoincious mind. We ourselves need to abstract our pure though into language to communicate with ourself. There is a whole bunch of stuff that goes on in our mind that we are unaware of because we just can't find the language of outlet to translate it into something that the coinsicous mind understands. Then that got me thinking about dreams. They have to be manifestations of the subcoinscious mind, seems like they are the best way our minds have to translate subcoinscious thought into coinscious thought. Maybe that is why they are so weird and don't make sense a lot of the times. Anyway, of to read and write.