Evening

Tuesday December 28, 2004 - 6:29PM EDT

Cold, cold, cold evening. I fucking hate it. I constantly check my email every minute waiting for something, anything. I get a little excited when that icon lights up signifing new mail. Usually my spirits are crushed when all I find is spam. I gotta do something, I am restless. If I had any money I'd go buy something. But not really because there is nothing to buy that will raise my spirits. The Linkzu software distribution scripts are coming along nicely. Should be finished with them by the end of the week. I also input ESG projects into the client tracking software along with a new Rolandgifts.com project. What do I know about making a movie? Nothing, its pathetic. I don't have the slightest clue as to where to begin. I don't even know how to write a screenplay let alone all the other stuff that goes along with making a movie. I need to finish these scripts soon.