The more

Sunday August 12, 2007 - 1:35AM EDT

I learn about things in general. I'm not talking about some kind of profound understanding gained with the experience of life bullplop. I'm just talking about just everyday things that are real but we never hear about. Anyway the more I learn about things the more I look with disdain upon people who assert anything about their ideas and opinions. Especially when they do it with certainty or confidence. I have no confidence in my ideas, always uncertainty they are loaded with. I just can't respect anybody that stands by their ideas vehemently without any... I don't know how I should describe it. Sounds weird I guess.

I suppose I just view everyone and their damn ideas and its a complete wash. I'll go with some ideas more than others. I just can't stand people forming philosophies based on their limited experience in their little lives. Even the combined experienced of all human society seems to me to be so pithy as to be almost worthless. It is weird to even think about things in such a way because I am apart of the society and my own ideas come from it. I should probably just stop thinking about it, become an alcoholic and resign myself to metaphysics.