I am thinking...

Sunday November 7, 2004 - 8:02PM EDT

I am almost done putting together my new computer. Not that powerful but compared to what I am used to it will be a beast. 1.6 ghz pentium 4. The motherboard I have is upgradable to 3 ghz pentium 4 so I will probably upgrage once I get some more cash. I is going to have 750GB worth of storage, 500GB stripped raid array for fast video capture storage. Looking to seriously get back into that stuff by next year. I know I have said it before but not I have the equipment to do some damage. Other than that I continue to work on websites. I fucking hated MBNA, HA! I am so glad I'm done there. So many ideas just pouring out recently. Got it all writtne down and trying my best to get it all put together. I fell as if I am at a turning point, it could go either way, this next year or may be exciting or may suck complete ass. I am moving on a lot of things and trying to feel them out, I hope all turns out well. Fuck it, back to websites.

On a side note, I understand why some people do drugs. The mental challenges of living in this world can be the most difficult thing someone can face and drugs provide a means to overcome them. I don't do drugs and never will, but when you are in a tough situation and things are expected of you, sometimes a change a mind whether it be natural or artificial is what you need to get past it.