A little better, not really

Monday May 8, 2006 - 11:00PM EDT

I feel like such a freaking slacker. I have so much work to do. I don't make nearly any money for the little work that I accomplish. Which is not very much in my eyes. Tomorrow I have two major things to complete. I need to focus more and do more work. This is pathetic. How am I supposed to be going full out by summer if I can't get everything setup by now. Damn! Damn it makes me so angry. Too much slacking! I just think of where I could be if I wasn't such a freaking slacker. Fuck. Fuck. I am hungry, I am going to get some food then workout some.